Last week I got into a car accident. I'm totally fine, my car isn't, but I am okay and so was the other person which is all that matters.
Typically, when these type of situations happen, the first person I want to tell is Max. I immediately get the urge to call him or text him, and hope that he cares. I never do that, but I always wish I could. Until last week.
For the first time, he was not my first thought. The first people I wanted to call were my friends and parents. I didn't think to call his name, or to cry for him. He was no longer the first person on my mind.
My first thought when I realized this was, finally. Finally this is getting easier. It also made me realize that all those moments when I felt like I was happy happily single and moving on are still true. I still am taking steps forward. This isn't just my mind playing tricks on me. This is recovery.
I hope this helps you all realize better days are ahead. It takes a while to get there, but we will all make it to the end of our journey. Until next time!
Typically, when these type of situations happen, the first person I want to tell is Max. I immediately get the urge to call him or text him, and hope that he cares. I never do that, but I always wish I could. Until last week.
For the first time, he was not my first thought. The first people I wanted to call were my friends and parents. I didn't think to call his name, or to cry for him. He was no longer the first person on my mind.
My first thought when I realized this was, finally. Finally this is getting easier. It also made me realize that all those moments when I felt like I was happy happily single and moving on are still true. I still am taking steps forward. This isn't just my mind playing tricks on me. This is recovery.
I hope this helps you all realize better days are ahead. It takes a while to get there, but we will all make it to the end of our journey. Until next time!